Nyeh....

whatever lif...

stop dreaming..

stop hoping..

stop trying??...

this is just not me...

biar tia...biar tia....let it be...let it be....

but again, at times, some melodies are better left unfinished...

and at times, some battles..we just have to lose it...

till then,
Assalammualaikum

aLiF-KuN

Some melodies are best left undone...

..just like the melody of you and me. =')

hope you'll be happy being beside him now...

pretty-postcardss...heh =]

anyways......

night shift was cancelled last night...

so..free one day holiday for me then.

due to aircraft APU ceased. Need it to ventilate and cool down the IFE systems. X)

redbull from UK. Finally yeah? =)

at panaga, thought bout you, and alven then *poof*...naafiiii

naafi was great, but my wallet can't match it.

wait till pay day...*sabar*

went to JKR sport's complex last night..

to do my drill with the best bunch of people ever..the fly-highs...

and you call that a drill? Inda sampai 10minutes pun...

i was on the lookout that night.....siapakan liff?? Sigh....

you asked me to sing the shokubutse song...malu eh..nanti tah...

=)

medical check...

jeeez...im so not ready for this..

im not ready to go...

time..please slow down.. =(

lemme hang around with my friends a little bit longer..pleaseeee????

"From where im standing, i think i caught your eyes. Are you looking at me?, cause i saw you smile...."

you smiled...hahahaha.......*wink3*

thanks for the waffle...virtual waffle that is...it's reaaalllly reallly goood.. =_="

and you..

you motivate me much...

"go shokubutse!"

boosts up all my 100% natural plant extract power!!

*singing the shokubutse song*

im a dreamer....

just touching a ghost...

chasing you on the sandy beach..and at the end of the day, all i end up with are just shoes full with sands.....

i want to play today...

at MD's gym yeah?

we'll see if im daring enough to delay my medical check today..hahahahahaha.

Shokubutse.....alalalala

im at KB now...

drove alone for 2hours..( perlahan saya drive )

with musics...

long stretch of road...lonely long stretch of road..

made me think..alot!!

Fly High....i thought of you guys..

jeez...how im gonna miss you guys/girls so much..

don't know what happened..but i feel so attached to this team already..

attached to the team, the name, the people, the ambience they made whenever they're there.

each of every players' face pops out in my head...

cali..i know...but yeah...

i'll miss these great bunch of peeps...

i surely will... =)

" one way traffic...boring~"

esh...my knee...why does it have to do that at a critical time..benci eh saya..

twisted knee, and on WA, awesome combination.

someone was mental semalam sampai kusut..hahaha kan Shuk? =)

took few awesome pics of Shuk last nights...boleh jadi model iklan Milo....

made a couple of new friends lagi last night..

the bright side of trying new sports...

dark side? You gonna suck at it at first..

every goodbye leads to a new hello..kan??

=) i need to register online lagi...forms to fill in...sort out my stuffs...

hopefully jadi In-service..amin

balik nanti tarus kawin..hahahahahahahahaaaaa!!!!!

poon you!! Instagib instagib!! - alven kasim.

atok...biar cucu kirija cari rejekiii aaaah..jangan kacau cucu....aaaaaaaa..

tomorrow gonna work at 5pm till MORNING...

and that aircraft got freaky stories in it..

apparently, someone died in that aircraft...wuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

this will be new...*cross fingers*

had my first McChicken today...ok lah..nda jua nyaman...mcm Colonel Burger KFC.

it rains...still raining...syok..tpi cemana kan baliiikk =(

saw u looking at me last night.... =)

tpi saya tidak beraniiiiii tengok balik lama-lamaaaa~

aaah well... =)

till then,
assalammualaikum

aLiF-KuN

" my little friend" ???

=)

damam...but i feel like a bomb....*sarcasm*

i feel so hot... =_=

embarassed? =) haha

lapar..

thirsty

sigh..Vanessa Carlton's 1000 miles song kana nyanyikan by a punk band?? Sheesh..why do u have to rosakkan lagu...cawie eh...

beca?? Rantai belum usai..

cukup untuk dua orang saja...sorang jadi pengayuh yaaaaaa

netball? Still demam...how...i still feel so slow..

=_=

till then,
assalammualaikum

aLiF-KuN

I am a dreamer..

i caught your eyes looking at me.....

and it was beautiful.. =)

When you wish upon a star..

but actually it's just a bloody damn floating metal called a satellite...

=')

when you waited full of hopes, remembered every words said...promises made...

happiness...yes...

i believed in it...still believe in it..

3rd party..

" Can we start over?"

=)

moving on...yes, you've mentioned it many times..

"just move on..."

"what can i do to make u move on"

heh..so easy for it to be said as if it's just like..nothing??..

macam as easy as..agatah jalan bali groceries...

memories...those times...tears...laughter...

aint it mean anything anymore?..

moving on..jeeez..how i wish it's easy..i really want to....

what mode of difficulty it's been set to? Easy..normal..hard?

i say..it's God-like...

ntah..

entah..

nda tau...

i don't know...

no idea...

aku inda pandaiiiiii...help? =)

please?

let it be just me and my music...

but the musics..most of it reminds me of......

Allahuakbar...

Engkau Maha Mengetahui...

i know You have something better for me right? *wink*

Lagenda

Assalammualaikum kamu......
been a while..

im getting and feeling a bit better i guess...

still dont know what's the point of her doing this..but oh well...that's urusan Allah.

Dia Maha Mengetahui.

it's time for me to stop i guess, caused alot of problems and damage already, though all of it was not intentional. I am sorry.

reporting, backstabbing...Astaghfirullah, never crossed my mind to do that. But people are people...

they say what they wanna say, they think what they want to think..

so...be it.

Attended Tony Wong's farewell dinner...

food,music,ambience,people, place, all are looking great...

highlight was when Tony pulled his wife to dance in the middle of the dance floor...just the two of them, and he gave her a flower.....though the wife was not feeling well, but she was there!

May God bless you two.

Dance of Life....

Many Many Many years they've gone through...the times they gone through, the hardships, happiness...

all well displayed in that just short few minutes slow dance.......

a dance that showed they've tasted pure true love, a dance that showed they've tasted life to the fullest....

awesome.............

Tony Wong, i want to be just like you...

i want to grow old long enough and dance my whole heart out and let all people know how much im in love with my other half so much...whoever she will be...Amin

Nothing lasts forever...

Legends have to go so that they can be Legendary...

Tony Wong, all the best to you.

as for me...ntah...i'll just keep listening to this Assassin's Tango for the mean time while im still on my bed.


Every hello leads to a goodbye...

and every goodbye leads to a new hello...

"Helloooo!!!!" *wave my hands and smile at you..yeah you*

i might be going off somewhere for a long time again it seems...jeeez im so not prepared. =)

till then,
Assalammualaikum

aLiF-KuN

Aaaah.. =)

Been a while since somebody hurt me this bad..

been a while since feel hurt this bad..

=) Allahuakbar.

*ruffles me own hair*

aiyaiyai...sakit eh...

shouldn't accepted the friends request.

so close..i guess you can hear him breathing kan?

anyhow..Assassin's Tango by John Powell kick start my day. i feel classy, yet..a wee bit angry..

such a coward lah you..yet dare to wear your Superman Tee and Belt Buckle around..where's your gut to reply all my msgs dude..

I dozed off, didnt take my shower and slept with my contact lenses still on....tired?..yes..im tired of this stupid game.

some say im an Analyst or a Theorist...yatah banyak uban. My reply? "mbaaaaah~"

supposedly gonna go fishing today, tapi si kawan, eh wait..im not gonna use 2nd names...but Hidayat didn't replied to my text.sheeeessssh...aher tidur tah lagi tu gayanya~.

uploaded some pics to FB. ( Finally!! Thank god!)
let see how good the respond will be...been a while since i shoot and posts BW pics.

My head is aching...always been like this every morning since last month. Biar tia.. =)

Chill sajaaaaaa~

" apa apa pun buat kerana Allah."

but that pic? *points at it*

I need to go fishing..but where..and with whom.

havent got my salary yet..( bloody stupid company).

Fuel warning in on.

Malas ku ingau.

Yes, i do sound grumpy..

coz i didn't get a good sleep last night...

sacrificing my comfortable place for sis's special someone..sigh..

i'll just carry on listening to this Tango music and Jazz.

*sip me coffee*